The first day of the rest of my life
January 1, 2007. I am so tired… the year just began and I am so tired… I will sleep all the afternoon and the entire night too ;-) Here are some of the reasons why I'm so tired:
No miracle happened over night, I am still confused about my life and what would be best for me. However, I have no intention of letting fate decide, as I did many years ago [then why do I have this feeling I will do it again?].
I should take some time off and go away – this short holiday break was good, but I need more time to find myself. I’ve been overconfident in the last months. I still have some at that confidence, but I am confused too. Nothing is clear, nothing is obvious… Part of me just wants to return to the familiar surroundings of Ploiesti, a place I dislike but where I know what to expect, despite the fact that boundaries are always challenged.
I should take some time off and go away – this short holiday break was good, but I need more time to find myself. I’ve been overconfident in the last months. I still have some at that confidence, but I am confused too. Nothing is clear, nothing is obvious… Part of me just wants to return to the familiar surroundings of Ploiesti, a place I dislike but where I know what to expect, despite the fact that boundaries are always challenged.
Anyway, what's enough is enough. Let's go back to the good things in life ;-) Please meet the cat of Cheia!
Who got really friendly with my room-mate Daciana [as we had a spare bed in our room, we wanted to take the cat with us, but it didn't want to cross the street ;-) ]
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