Important Day

Today someone who was not very close to me lately died. A year ago that would have changed a lot of things in my life - for better or for worse. Even now there will still be repercussions on my life, but not as strong, more from the indirect interactions. It is strange how things change, how feelings change, how relations change. Someone who was, maybe despite your will, influencing your life, and so playing a big part in the big scene, can become for you, at a certain point, just an ordinary someone. Life is short, long, full of changes. We go as we come, without knowing. God rest her soul - what's left of it.

Today I took from the print shop the first book I have edited. It is small, blue and light (as weight, not as content). And it is mine! I just received my best Christmas present - Christmas and 4Th of July better said. I know it is just the beginning of a lot of hard work with promoting and selling the book - and all that just means I will have something do to for the months to come!

And some food for thought... it just hit me, that I can be anything I want to... however sometimes I just want to be me...